Tuesday, October 19, 2004

I’m a lonely little petunia in an onion patch...

I turn 24 today.

I got offered something of a surprising offer for a position at the company I work for last week. I actually spent most of the last five days thinking about it, and the same response keeps welling up inside me.

No.

No, because the position is too unstable, too much just an extension of what I’m already doing, and not the chance to work in a new, different area.

No, because my home life is too unstable, making me incapable of creating enough perspective to really get a bearing on my life.

No, because I’m not happy in Melbourne.

So why am I smiling and wanting more from this city right now?

Bring it on.

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